Dejected disapointed depressed All dreams shattered Patella fracture

Wenkula

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

sylvian_10

Drop the macho act and tell your parents. Tell them you are ill and unhappy. Go home and take a break. Or atleast have someone come over and take care of you if you are living away from home.
There is no human way you will do well in exams if you are this miserable, physically and mentally. There's enough time before the prelims.

reaper

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

Aapka toh mera jaisa hua.... Failed 2 pre, then got attacked with MDR-TB in Delhi. Immediately my hip got some problem. Almost 18 months treatment. I need help of another even to go to washroom for first 4 months due to hip problem. Lost all my courage. Finally better now.....


Life is just testing....

sylvian_10

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

Aapka toh mera jaisa hua.... Failed 2 pre, then got attacked with MDR-TB in Delhi. Immediately my hip got some problem. Almost 18 months treatment. I need help of another even to go to washroom for first 4 months due to hip problem. Lost all my courage. Finally better now.....


Life is just testing....

MDR-TB...Yeezus, how did you catch it?!!Are you better now, no long term side effects?

Eiago

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

Aapka toh mera jaisa hua.... Failed 2 pre, then got attacked with MDR-TB in Delhi. Immediately my hip got some problem. Almost 18 months treatment. I need help of another even to go to washroom for first 4 months due to hip problem. Lost all my courage. Finally better now.....


Life is just testing....

MDR-TB...Yeezus, how did you catch it?!!Are you better now, no long term side effects?

one of my good friends contracted TB as well, a few years back..
generally, poor diet lead to it, plus pollution and no exercise contribute to it...

Eiago

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

dont worry buddy, you will come out of it...
crest and troughs of life continue to happen...
just dont lose your passion, because that is the most important thing you would ever have...
all the best for recovering and coming back with a bang..

in addition you are just 23, life will give you a lot of chances, just be open to ideas and remain positive no matter what the circumstance..

sylvian_10

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

dont worry buddy, you will come out of it...
crest and troughs of life continue to happen...
just dont lose your passion, because that is the most important thing you would ever have...
all the best for recovering and coming back with a bang..

in addition you are just 23, life will give you a lot of chances, just be open to ideas and remain positive no matter what the circumstance..

Indeed. OP you have age and chances on your hand, don't worry too much. Focus on getting better.

focusakshay

You are only 23. Many people don't even graduate at that age. Take some time off upsc and focus on your physical and mental health.
Dont overthink.

Wenkula

Thanks guyz for charging me i know it is a testing time for me Tomorrow is my operation lets see what happens

Gurukul

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

Don't worry...U will be fine..last year I broke my leg in September....the fracture also impacted my mains and hence not qualified...but I realized that health is more imp than this exam..u r only 23 lot of opportunities yet to come..

reaper

Im 23 feel dejected disappointed depressed Started preparation in 2014 joined a so called prestigious institute
Didnt gave 2015 attempt gave in 2016 couldnt clear prelims 2 times cds conference out got failed in capf exam have a dream to join unfiorm service those 3years were pretty tough in varous ways but i didnt knew dat brutal time is yet to come i feel dejected 2 days back my right leg slipped then we went to d ospital the doctor said u have a patella fracture (my knee ankle has been severely damaged ) and u hv to undergo a surgery after dat hv to use crutches for 1 month i feel disheartened i dont know what to do + my typhoid treatment is also going on i cant explain u guyz what im going through i cant show my parents dat im loosing i always pretend chilled up in front of them but i know road from here is not easy is it end of a road for me ps sorry for grammatical errors

Aapka toh mera jaisa hua.... Failed 2 pre, then got attacked with MDR-TB in Delhi. Immediately my hip got some problem. Almost 18 months treatment. I need help of another even to go to washroom for first 4 months due to hip problem. Lost all my courage. Finally better now.....


Life is just testing....

MDR-TB...Yeezus, how did you catch it?!!Are you better now, no long term side effects?

Due to unhygienic conditions in Delhi... 2015 may... Municipality people ENT on a strike by throwing all garbage in roads for 1 week in ORN. Now am fine. Not much side effects.


It only taught angry young man like me to be with patience