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For me success even in first round seems to be improbable task. This year my anticipated Paper 1 score is 125-128 (Based on Shankar IAS, Vajiram , Insights, Vision, Sriram IAS, KSG Khan and My own tally). But flunked in second paper (23/80 was correct). This was my 4th attempt but still I am not able to manage this CSAT Ghost. My earlier prelims scores are 196 (I- 101& II- 95 in 2011; Cutoff- 198), 204 (I- 103& II- 101 in 2012; Cutoff- 209), 202 (101&101 in 2014). Almost consistent failure. Every time the speed was the problem as my accuracy always ranges between 95-100%. This time was thinking to get a walkover from this ghost but this time accuracy fell down to 60%. CSAT is always ruining my prospects to get an entry for mains. Here the biggest irony is I am a Computer Science Graduate having sound understanding of Mathematics. Last year missed IIFT GD/PI by 1.35 marks and TISS by 1 marks. Next would be my Last Attempt, but feeling low after Chain Reaction of Prelims Failure.
Hehehe.... koi nai.... ab upsc tour ke baad...hell tour hi baaki hai... :ar!
wo to shuru ho gaya lagta hai ) with upsc prep
Hahaha .... wo to hai. Upsc is very cunning devil... but if one can tame it, it all yours... Waise chalo bhaad ghum ke aate hai hum sab... simr will lead... \:D/
OK AD aur uske sabhi bhaiyon ko main Pondicherry le jaungi apne saath nice food,sea,cafe and nearby mahabalipuram!!
Simranji...aap ka to koi bhai nahi aayega naa.. ;;) Par aap uski tension mat lo hum sab rahege naa...
Waise pondi is good.. )
novaji hum bhi bhai ke talash me hain mahabalipuram is even better IMO
Hahaha... bhai nahi hai to kya hua... hum sab to ek sath hi rahege .. aaap tension na lo, aap ko kisi ki kami mehsus nahi hogi.. :P
To kab leke chal rahi hai aap...mahabalipuram.. ;;)
AD ke majhle bhai jald hi
Theek hai simran ji..Ab to lagta hai...sirf aap aur hum hi jaane wale hai mahabalipuram ghumne... :P Aur koi ready nahi hai..
Hi all. I hv been a silent spectator of this forum since last year when i left my job for pursuing this dream. merely reading views and experiences of people here made me never feel alone though i hv been preparing in isolation at home. In three attempts that i hv given, failed in pre in 1st( due to casual attitude that i won't be able to clear with job in the very first attempt anyways.) in second attempt last year, appeared for interview and hoped to get into some allied service and then reappear in 2016 (for IAS). but destiny completely changed on 4 july and i could not find my name in that pdf. somehow gathered my self to appear for prelims 2015 because that was the only way to get over with the 'shock'.(despite the fact that i had been totally out of touch of studies from January 2015)
but i din know that a greater shock was in waiting and it occurred to me on 12 oct , when i failed in prelims again!!!! Prelims is the toughest stage for me , i was so scared of it that despite having secured 226 last year i didnot study for 50 days and kept thinking i'll not clear. when i could not make into final list regretted that and told myself no matter what i'll start studying immediately after prelims. did dat this tym and guess what i am not writing mains!!!!
my mental peace is lost and somewhere i have lost myself, my beliefs about the world, about hardwork and most importantly about myself. i give up because i do not want to give pain to people who have a lot of expectations from me for my one wish. i am done.
it took a lot of courage to write this ...i am an introvert but somewhere felt connected to all the people who might be going through similar emotions.
Hehehe.... koi nai.... ab upsc tour ke baad...hell tour hi baaki hai... :ar!
wo to shuru ho gaya lagta hai ) with upsc prep
Hahaha .... wo to hai. Upsc is very cunning devil... but if one can tame it, it all yours... Waise chalo bhaad ghum ke aate hai hum sab... simr will lead... \:D/
OK AD aur uske sabhi bhaiyon ko main Pondicherry le jaungi apne saath nice food,sea,cafe and nearby mahabalipuram!!
Simranji...aap ka to koi bhai nahi aayega naa.. ;;) Par aap uski tension mat lo hum sab rahege naa...
Waise pondi is good.. )
novaji hum bhi bhai ke talash me hain mahabalipuram is even better IMO
Hahaha... bhai nahi hai to kya hua... hum sab to ek sath hi rahege .. aaap tension na lo, aap ko kisi ki kami mehsus nahi hogi.. :P
To kab leke chal rahi hai aap...mahabalipuram.. ;;)
AD ke majhle bhai jald hi
Theek hai simran ji..Ab to lagta hai...sirf aap aur hum hi jaane wale hai mahabalipuram ghumne... :P Aur koi ready nahi hai..
Pondicherry me nice food kidhar milta hai? Mujhe to ok ok bhi do-teen jagah hi Mila tha... Hotel Ananda me...aur Salt n pepper restro me... Aur ek jagah thi, I forgot the name...wahan netily fry badhiya hoti thi...
Hehehe.... koi nai.... ab upsc tour ke baad...hell tour hi baaki hai... :ar!
wo to shuru ho gaya lagta hai ) with upsc prep
Hahaha .... wo to hai. Upsc is very cunning devil... but if one can tame it, it all yours... Waise chalo bhaad ghum ke aate hai hum sab... simr will lead... \:D/
OK AD aur uske sabhi bhaiyon ko main Pondicherry le jaungi apne saath nice food,sea,cafe and nearby mahabalipuram!!
Simranji...aap ka to koi bhai nahi aayega naa.. ;;) Par aap uski tension mat lo hum sab rahege naa...
Waise pondi is good.. )
novaji hum bhi bhai ke talash me hain mahabalipuram is even better IMO
Hahaha... bhai nahi hai to kya hua... hum sab to ek sath hi rahege .. aaap tension na lo, aap ko kisi ki kami mehsus nahi hogi.. :P
To kab leke chal rahi hai aap...mahabalipuram.. ;;)
AD ke majhle bhai jald hi
Theek hai simran ji..Ab to lagta hai...sirf aap aur hum hi jaane wale hai mahabalipuram ghumne... :P Aur koi ready nahi hai..
Pondicherry me nice food kidhar milta hai? Mujhe to ok ok bhi do-teen jagah hi Mila tha... Hotel Ananda me...aur Salt n pepper restro me... Aur ek jagah thi, I forgot the name...wahan netily fry badhiya hoti thi...
Haan isliye I said mahabalipuram is better! In Pondicherry alchohal is cheap.in mahabalipuram many restaurants are there near sea beach where fooditems are good environment is chilled and hotels are reasonable!!
Yaar Maine toh jhuth bol diya ..mere Papa mummy Baut dukhi ho jate hain.. Last time toh ghar me aisa mahol ho gya jaise someone died ab mai apne aap se nafrat karne laga hu...2 saal ho gaye ye pre hi nhi nikalta ..kya main dreaming of IAS...this is the mostest saddest phase of my life...ab pata bhi nhi kya karu..kaha jau..or ye sab kab tak chalta ragega..even I don't know why m writing here ...anyway Let me cry more till I will tired of crying
bhai.........believe me same family situation as you have,they can not listen my failure............ for the time being it's good that you told lie. but if you will not share your feelings with parents then you can not reduce your stress level ,will be in solitude & without confidence and can not concentrate on your study. lets the other world fuck but moral support and affection from mummy papa is must. at diwaali go home, and expose your lie at least with your mother and believe me(100 %) she will hug you. it has happened with me on 24th aug, when i reached my home after exam. apart from this, from time to time, tell your parents that upsc is about uncertainty, don't expect from me high, what can i do my 100% but can not guarantee my selection. this will create a tolerance capacity in your parents as well. why to cry? it's not end of life or vaise bhi khell abhi khatm kahan hua hai mere dost. forget everything, watch movies, make jokes, follow your hobbies which will make you happy again........keep smiling my friend............
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Aur koi ready nahi hai..
I hv been a silent spectator of this forum since last year when i left my job for pursuing this dream. merely reading views and experiences of people here made me never feel alone though i hv been preparing in isolation at home.
In three attempts that i hv given, failed in pre in 1st( due to casual attitude that i won't be able to clear with job in the very first attempt anyways.) in second attempt last year, appeared for interview and hoped to get into some allied service and then reappear in 2016 (for IAS). but destiny completely changed on 4 july and i could not find my name in that pdf. somehow gathered my self to appear for prelims 2015 because that was the only way to get over with the 'shock'.(despite the fact that i had been totally out of touch of studies from January 2015)
but i din know that a greater shock was in waiting and it occurred to me on 12 oct , when i failed in prelims again!!!!
Prelims is the toughest stage for me , i was so scared of it that despite having secured 226 last year i didnot study for 50 days and kept thinking i'll not clear. when i could not make into final list regretted that and told myself no matter what i'll start studying immediately after prelims. did dat this tym and guess what i am not writing mains!!!!
my mental peace is lost and somewhere i have lost myself, my beliefs about the world, about hardwork and most importantly about myself. i give up because i do not want to give pain to people who have a lot of expectations from me for my one wish. i am done.
it took a lot of courage to write this ...i am an introvert but somewhere felt connected to all the people who might be going through similar emotions.