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Its easy for u say, go in a park.. but cannot do that also
I don't know what to say, but its even more difficult part to express my true feelings .. just to remain strong throughout my life, I fail on my emotional side. . and there is no one who can understand me ..
I have seen many people, who are open to anyone for their relationship then let it be mental or physical .. I have seen even that type of people who say they are in love with someone but then get married to someone else and even leave happily .. I even came across such type of people, who are not in love but, still pretends to be in love .. I have seen lot of people who are really open, if not this then the other one will do ..if some point of life if that person fail to satisfy that person's needs, they leave and find someone else ..there are few who maintain relationships almost many people and pretends everyone that they are the only one .. .. Now, if I talk about me, I was in love with someone, not in contact from long ..many years has passed .. I m not getting ready for marriage as well .. rejected almost every marriage .. somewhere my soul is not allowing to get open to any .. in fact, I m totally willing to stay alone all my life ..I don't want anyone in my life .. I know very well, I cannot submit myself to anyone, not even a 0.0001% .. That person was the only person of opposite sex whom I entertained in my life .. throughout my academic or my working time, I never entertained anyone ..no person of opposite sex was even my friend .. those who really belong to this category, only they can understand me .. its getting tough to accept the reality .. and one more issue I have, I understand astrology some extent and palmistry almost completely.. so most of happenings of life I m aware of .. I m a strong beleiver of it .. many things has happened with me from those prediction, I cannot deny astrology or palmistry .. for me, my love was more than a worship, but in reality I had lived an unexpected happenings in my life .. :-(
Have u tried contacting that person? Or that person is married now? If that person is so important to you you should work out the issues. If you guys have separated mutually and you dont want anyone else in your life. So live ur life the way you want it now. Time is a big healer. If in future u want to settle down with someone then great, if not then even greater. Find goal for your life, be it taking care of ur parents, serving humanity, touring the world, or whatever you have decided for ur life. But living like this , will throw you in depression deeper and deeper. First decide what you want then look for the option you have and then focus on the one goal u chose among those option. I can only advice, i cant even relate to what u must be going though. But only you can help urself. People can only give u advice. But u have to decide what is right for you. @amethyst
Agree, its moh maya .. but cannot spoil someone life by marrying someone else .. I know, if I marry, it will be only for name sake .. nothing marriage like .. I know, I will be very loyal to my life partner but, its a big deal to accept other person, my soul is totally rejecting .. I cannot force myself .. very few people exists on earth, who will stay with that spouse if theirs needs are not satisfied .. and if they r not satisfied, they will go out of marriage and make relationship .. understanding, devoted and submissive life partner very few get .. most of the people cheat their life partner ..
you r saying to cry, many yrs has passed in crying .. no use .. I think its getting more tougher for me .. I remain strong most of the time but, its only external ..
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Now, if I talk about me, I was in love with someone, not in contact from long ..many years has passed .. I m not getting ready for marriage as well .. rejected almost every marriage .. somewhere my soul is not allowing to get open to any .. in fact, I m totally willing to stay alone all my life ..I don't want anyone in my life .. I know very well, I cannot submit myself to anyone, not even a 0.0001% ..
That person was the only person of opposite sex whom I entertained in my life .. throughout my academic or my working time, I never entertained anyone ..no person of opposite sex was even my friend .. those who really belong to this category, only they can understand me .. its getting tough to accept the reality .. and one more issue I have, I understand astrology some extent and palmistry almost completely.. so most of happenings of life I m aware of .. I m a strong beleiver of it .. many things has happened with me from those prediction, I cannot deny astrology or palmistry .. for me, my love was more than a worship, but in reality I had lived an unexpected happenings in my life .. :-(
If that person is so important to you you should work out the issues.
If you guys have separated mutually and you dont want anyone else in your life. So live ur life the way you want it now. Time is a big healer. If in future u want to settle down with someone then great, if not then even greater. Find goal for your life, be it taking care of ur parents, serving humanity, touring the world, or whatever you have decided for ur life.
But living like this , will throw you in depression deeper and deeper.
First decide what you want then look for the option you have and then focus on the one goal u chose among those option.
I can only advice, i cant even relate to what u must be going though. But only you can help urself. People can only give u advice. But u have to decide what is right for you.
@amethyst